someday aneurism will get hold of me

i am in dire need of letting the words come out

Spit it out, i say

Go free

Be engulfed by flames

Express myself. subtle or not.

There is no use in suppressing it.

Risk the explosion of colorful words

And unintended emotions

just hand me a box of chocolates...who knows what i'll get

it tasted like fresh cacao

how deceiving

how i wish

you'd look at me

no. i shake my head and smirked

i don't want your romance. your ulterior motives (if you have, which i doubt)

i'd rather imagine

long hours on a bench

just talking. sensless.deep

oh, how i wish

but, i wish too hard

our paths don't meet

you wouldn't come my way

not a second thought. or even a thought

damn those cacao beans




note: this is another repost. well i wrote it. but it was originally posted on my facebook account. like that matters. anywho...

SEE YOU THERE!

QUIT IT

I HAVE EFFING WRITER'S BLOCK.


I'LL JUST WRITE WHATEVER'S POPPING OUT OF MY BRAIN...HERE GOES


STOP BEING HAUNTING MY DREAMS! S#!+= ARGH.


HMM. A WHOOPIE PIE SOUNDS DELICIOUS RIGHT NOW...(RAIDS THE FRIDGE) DAMN...


SCOTT PILGRIM WAS RAD. WONDER IF I CAN GET A HAIRCUT JUST LIKE RAMONA'S


WHY THE WOULD YOU PUT SEX AND CHOCOLATE TOGETHER, NEIL ETHERIDGE? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?


SUCKER PUNCH!I <3 BABY DOLL! WAIT...DOES THAT MAKE ME BI?OOHHH 


DID YOU SEE THE NEW HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 POSTER? SIDE PROFILES OF HARRY AND VOLDY...HAHAHAHA THE NOSE DUDE! THE NOSE!


WHAT TO WEAR? AYAY. 

chronicles of an aftershock: great leap forward

time continues running, moving forward. replays are non-existent. but, i don't mind winding back a few tapes from who-knows-when, purely for my own amusement. i have not forgotten. heck, i'm not trying to. don't get me wrong. there WERE several things (my way of saying FEELINGS)involved and i have to admit, there wasn't any heavy drama on our part...not that we had A LOT of time (just saying). surprisingly, whenever i reminisce (cue in emo music) the good (and bad) ol' times, i just laugh to myself. come to think of it...


this is the big piece of junk chunk inside of me (no, not my internal organs, i meant it metaphorically)that FINALLY (choir sings) wants to let it all OUT. i'm not expecting anything. in fact, i have come at peace with pride and denial (all is good...and fair with love...and war). this is me using duct tape to seal numerous boxes inside my mind. but, i'm a little bit hesitant you see... to throw them away.


then i have decided. i won't disregard them (i mean just you...yeah you.) like trash (go green. recycle trash...that can be used again...?). although they've (yep still you) made me burst into tears (until they had to surgically remove my tear ducts), i've gained a different perspective when it comes to other people (yeah. some of them SUCK). the experience truly was insightful. plus, beyond doubt, albeit it took eons, i have moved FORWARD. 


without you.




*notes:
yeah. i also wrote that ages ago. so yeah. just wanted to put it here.

i admire him. straying away from obtuse lyrics (typical FOB). the video (i heard) didn't cost much. but, come on! look at it. AWESOME!

monster unleashed

abandon all hope
you have been warned
once the jagged talons have sunk
escape is futile

reason is unseen
for it is blinded by crimson reptilian eyes
there is no sense in rationalizing
the mind of destruction

ripping with sharp incisors
leaving the body slightly damaged
and the soul mortally wounded
for it feeds on rage and tears and hope

surveying the casualty
its chest heaves. breath. haggard
it was all an intermittent display
and there lies the savage within